Here I am, back on this site and trying to sort out my miserable existence once and for all AGAIN!
cant pay the bills this month or decorate my kids rooms or take them out anywhere​ what a great half term they have had NOT. As you can imagine I'm feeling pretty good about myself right now. I have slipped back into that horrible state where you Lie manipulate and hurt everyone around you without giving it a thought. I will feel better as time passes (I know this because I've been here a million times before) and I don't gamble just hope I can be stronger this time if not for me, for all of the people who keep giving me another chance.
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ste, your not a bad person. uv had a set back but u pickl yourself up and you get back on it. you prove to your family that you are trying and you will get there. my family have all but given up on me and my relationship has completely broken down. its too late for me to save anything except my sanity. please dont stop trying and dont end up like me x
​thanks new, I'm so sorry about the situation. We can do this and we can get there we keep losing the battles but we must win the war. I'm also going to counselling this time maybe they can shed a bit more light on the situation, you keep your chin up and take careste26
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thankyou. im also getting proper help this time and am determined for my kids future that this time, this is it. financially iv been alot worse and i did have it under control for a long time. we CAN do this. positive thinking xxxn
You sound exactly the same as me I havnt lost everything financially this time just made a little hole but I've had enough and I'm sick of playing with the kids half a**e and not giving them 100% I've got to do it this time I've got no choice . I'm still licking my wounds right now but I will start to feel better soon enough . Thank you stay strong
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just checking how ur doing?. hope ur feeling ok and gamble free x
Hey new, I'm good thanks I'm getting better by the day, I started back at the gym yesterday and had a shave lol
​its going to be a very tight month and a tough month too but need to do this and stop neglecting everything in my life.hope your ok and keeping positive.ste26
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Hey ste,
I'm back here for the 4th time. Day 1 for me today but I have removed all options for me to bet so I won't be.
You sound like me. You want the best for your family but cannot give it when you're betting.
I bet to try to win money for the nice things but we just don't stop, we ccontinue until we lose it all.
Keep strong mate and remember it gets easier.
Mba
Hi mba and well done for starting to stop.
the stupid thing is if I didn't gamble I would have the comfortable life that I gamble to get when you are clear in your thoughts. You can see this but when the red mist appears. You don't see anything. Its so frustrating.be strong you can do this.ste26​
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I am in the same boat. We were doing ok. Had some savings, but I blew it all. 1 day gamble free now. Keep at it Ste26 -we can do it.
Lets beat this!!
​we can beat this horrible disease, just been to counselling for the second time which seems to be helping
Stay strong. And be positive
ste26​
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