. how selfish of me to say but it is good to read of how many people are in the same predicament as me. this is day one of me trying too stop. I sit here with tears rolling down my face as I right this. last night I had a really bad loss. so bad that I have literally left myself with nothing. my partner hasn't spoke to me and has no intention too. he's called me selfish and a bad mother and I know that it's true. I have 2 boys and live them so much it hurts but can't seem to stop even when I no how bad I will feel for days after. I think my partner has had enough now and rightly so. I just don't no what to do anymore. I feel like my life is over and I will never be happy again
Neave91 keep reading ...you will realise how many of us have been selfish; how many of us put gambling before family and friends. You have to decide if you really want to stop, never gamble again, or if you are just gutted because of last nights losses. You can stop, with honesty and support; could you hand over access to cash to your partner? Keep reading and keep talking.
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