So here I am again , a pay day relapse on non gamstop sites for the first time this time ive used my bills money, i never usually do this but this time i have, im fortunate I have family to help me but I feel like such an idiot. Im still awaiting my autism assessment (I'm 47) , i just cant shake my head away from doing it once im in that zone , I have to continue till i win , but im not winning really am I?
Im sending my wages to my mum so she can help me outÂ
sorry this is all a bit over the place. I contacted Gamcare at 4am this morning, the person on the chat was wonderful and ive got all the blocking tools ever possible.
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Nobody wins @ gambling some might pretend to, in the End all compulsive Gamblers Lose.
One thing that always pops in my mind is the study i saw, electrodes and monitoring of brainsÂ
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Normal peoples brains lit up like a Christmas tree when they won and they could walk away happy
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Gambling addicts brain stayed mostly dark on wins and only lit up the same when we ALMOST win
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You're not actually chasing winning try and remember that it helps.
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And ofcourse I live by "just for today I wont gamble"
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Its been over 880 days of "Just for today" for me so farÂ
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Stay strongÂ
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