Day 34 completed, confidence is building i will beat this addiction and kick a few others into touch.
Five weeks have now passed since i last sucumbed to this addiction & since i last had a cig.
I have many memories of standing in a zombie feeding the machine, and smoking like a chimney, hopefully from now on that is all they are Memories.
Self confidence & self believe are now slowly starting to come back and i am getting more focused on getting things done.
Hopefully this tome i will beat this addiction
Day 36 - gunna keep myself busy and away from any temptation.
Had a few thoughts of going to play slots today but managed to stay away. Got to stay focused
Day 37, productive work wise & more importantly gamble free & smoke free.
another day another dollar, another day gamble & smoke free.
Well today has been a complete s***er of a day, the sort of day were everything has not gone to plan or how i would of expected it to go, the sort of day were i would have gone and had a punt to try and cheer myself up, but i have not given in to the urges and therefore are 38 days gamble free.
Life seams to be an emotional rollercoaster, just got to remember when in the dips not to go and seek comfort in playing slot machines
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Well another day without gambling or smoking, on way to getting to 1st target of 50 days, got a busy day tomorrow so hopefully another day free of these addictions
Day 40 begins, well began for me over an hour ago, feeling positive today got a couple of good paying jobs to do today, should keep me busy and away fron any temptation to gamble/play the slots.
If i make it while weekend it will be six weeks, the days gamble free are starting to rack up now. Got to stay positive and beat this.
Day 40, been a busy day - got through it without any thoughts of gambling or smoking, even though it has been pretty stressful.
Tomorrow's going to be more of the same.
Well another day, another dollar - work then a bit of xmas shopping try and get it out of the way early this year
Oh an hopefully another day smoke and gamble free
Another day completed, no real urges to gamble but sometimes i could kill for a cig, but i will resist and get on with life, will be six weeks tomorrow, not the longest i have abstained from gambling, but this us not abstaining, this is quitting, no more slot machines for me
Day 42 today which will be the same as the last 41, smoke free & free of the slot machines.
Going to do a bit of xmas shopping, a few jobs around the house and some paperwork, just keep myself occupied.
Keep going Sparks709 - I crossed the 50 line a few days ago......its a cracking place to be 🙂
Seen you when you get here!
Sbb
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