Change in 2017

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Day 4 - I will not gamble today.

Hope you're still saving yourself save myself *

 
Posted : 6th January 2017 1:42 pm
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Glad you didn't run Change, however tempting that might have been. You've been here a long time. If you can learn something from each relapse and make the changes, then this really could be your time. I hope the little man is doing well. LB x

 
Posted : 6th January 2017 2:54 pm
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I am fighting this addiction change. It is so tough and I am not many days clean infront.

Still checking up on you 🙂 *

 
Posted : 6th January 2017 10:49 pm
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Hi save myself... happy to see you checking up on me. I appreciate it. Im checking up on you too * I'm on day 4 gamble free and I have not watched any sport.

 
Posted : 6th January 2017 11:39 pm
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Good to hear, now report in tomorrow :).... You can do this , we can do this *

 
Posted : 7th January 2017 12:03 am
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What you listening to these days? Still on Emeli Sande?

 
Posted : 7th January 2017 12:12 am
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Hehehe yes, love it ! I find days more so now where I can listen to music. How odd that a song can be so deep and to avoid that I have sat in silence. A bit like our addiction change.... we run , we fall but eventually we have to face the music... excuse the pun !

Now I am thinking of you everyday and I hope like me you are cutting all avenues. Gradually finding inner respect and strength.

With you on this journey all the way

 
Posted : 7th January 2017 12:21 am
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All my avenues are gone except the phone and i need that for work so that is a tough one. I saw a post about a survey to block all online sources and that would be a god send for me. It's early days but i was actually happy today. I felt at ease with the fact my gambling is officially over... and I listened to some music. I listened to 2pac - Do For Love and Bruce Springsteen - Dancing in the Dark (espcially for you so listen to those lyrics)... also a bit of Sheryl Crow.

 
Posted : 7th January 2017 12:45 am
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=129kuDCQtHs

Have i ever said how great you are I Will Save Myself?! You always make me feel better.

I get up in the evening
And I ain't got nothing to say
I come home in the morning
I go to bed feeling the same way
I ain't nothing but tired
Man I'm just tired and bored with myself
Hey there baby, I could use just a little help

 
Posted : 7th January 2017 12:47 am
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Day 5 - I have not and will not gamble today!

 
Posted : 7th January 2017 8:48 pm
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Yes check point charlie :)....... Thank you for those kind words change *

Now everyday gamble free is another step towards freedom.

Will be checking in tom, lol call it a shared diary 🙂

 
Posted : 8th January 2017 12:25 am
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Day 6 - I will not gamble today!

 
Posted : 8th January 2017 3:16 pm
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Hi Change, liking your renewed spirit. Keep it going 🙂 day by day 🙂

 
Posted : 8th January 2017 6:44 pm
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Checking in. Keep it up change *

Having a mini disco on my own hahaha.....

Now keep smiling, each and everyday is a step in the right direction.

 
Posted : 8th January 2017 8:43 pm
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Day 7 - I will not gamble today!

 
Posted : 9th January 2017 7:12 am
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