HARMONY !

Yo,

Well back having seen the phyic and yepppppppp it was total total twoodel .

My husband WILL be prompted , he runs our shop, so not sure where the promotion is coming from .

We will expand , ummmmmmm how we just about break even

No mention of my job or my life , or my girls , she's sees a son. Ummmmm nope , only had girls .

So I went a sceptic and came back the same .

No visits from the spirt world , as she explained this was just tarrow , ok not what we were expecting ,

So she's coming back , another day cause it takes an hour before hand to get in the zone . ( oh and more coffers in her pocket me thinks ..)

So I thought I would opt out , but no the girls insist I partake cause well someone got to talk sence .

As some of my mates truely believed the future she was portraying for them ........

But I will go , it was a bit of a laugh , some nice food and good company . It's important that I make the effort and go out more . Cause then I do not think about work , and I believe it is helping me in my recovery .

So to end , I have one very very very happy daughter.

She had a tough day at work , really really tough , came home to her room , and sent me a text to say I am amazing . Face book , iPhone messages , have been full of photos of my make over . Her friends are filling out adoption papers as we speak lol

Nice when you get things right , isn't it .......

Makes a change ........

Good night sleep well comrades

Shiny xxxxxxxxxxx

Sounds like you had a fantastic day Shiny. It was a lovely, wonderful gesture you did for your daughter. I bet she was over the moon. You're right about the tarot business, even if it is a load of baloney it's still a great excuse for a night out, beats Tupperware anyway. You sound so confident and happy at the moment Shiny, you've come such a long way, we all have. Do you remember when you were anxious about leaving the house with money, those days seem like a million years ago thank goodness. You deserve it all.

Steve

Did you hear about the psychic who was arrested for possession of marijuana?

On his statement, he said, "I'm just a happy medium!"

blondie xxxxxx

Hey Shiny.

Big thanks, huge respect.

As for the messaging I understand. My OH is not that jealous.

You could have always opened a new email address which he wasn't aware of or exchanged mobile numbers, but that would be going behind his back. I am an obsessive freak but have OCD , not a stalker.You could always facebook me. You know my name and have a good idea where I live.

Anyway that said, you don't have to make excuses. I understand, really! I could be a serial killer for all you know. Lol.

Thank you for your online friendship, it helps me a lot in my dark days. I'm back now and any goodbyes in the future will be notified. Sorry for my selfishness.

A.N xxx

Yo,

Alls good with me , just busy living .

Finding myself log on less and less ???

Laters

Shinyxxxxxxxxxxxxx

whooo...my crystal ball predicts a future all shiny with no darkness and with lot to look forward to....

in fact...the future is so bright....you gotta wear shades....

Glad to see your doing so well in the middle lane Shiny..maybe time for a bit of cruise control now but still vigilant with the headlights on...

Always driving forward and never crashing...

R and D xx

Morning,

I guess the beauty of this site is you log on less and less but should you need it the site is going nowhere.

Even better though in my opinion is there seems to be a fair few members now who are also going nowhere, they are firmly committed to recovery. I can honestly say if you look at those members really going strong they will have all been influenced and supported by you. Cannot be a bigger compliment than that.

You are Shiny!

Flagg

hi shiny

carl

Loved loved loved your post about how you gave your daughters room a make over!

So many people on here really appreciate all your support........

You really are a 'Shiny' Star

Jewels x

Hey Shiny,

my beautiful, shimmering diamond in the dust.

Why you up at 4.30. It saddens me, wasn't asking to take your anonimity my love. Was just adding that personal touch. My confidentiality is paramount too, you would find out why if you got to know me. It breaks my heart to lose you my dear friend. I wish you would give in. I don't need to invade your space, it's just a friendly voice. A partner in recovery. A message.

I respect that I won't persuade you but believe me I would never disrupt what you've already got. I think others got my intentions more.

I believe we had real chemistry and a connection I have not found with anyone else on this site. That rare ability to know each other. We instantly knew each others thoughts, emotions, hang ups, likes.

So from time to time I will post on your diary just for you and only you.

Read this and reply.

Thank you.

IAN. xx

You must be busy today. Have a nice day. xx

Hello stranger, how u doin ?

Ive caught up with your diary, you're a wonderful mother and friend to many.

All good in the Cameron camp, no gambling whatsoever, got new car, just the laptop and washing machine to go !!! Mustn't forget that yohoho is just around the corner.... theres always a road for the money eh ?

Having had no wheels for so long has done me the world of good on many fronts. Im healthier and richer for it. Its helped me see that there is so much more to life than sitting in a poxy arcade chucking my soul into a stupid machine, and on the money front, well we managed to save up a deposit on a brand new car and never in my wildest dreams did I ever think that was possible.

Anyway my friend, I hope you're having a great weekend, your holiday sounded amazing, and you sure benefited from the rest it gave you.

Will get back to posting soon.

Take care Shiny

All the Best

Cameron

Hey shiny...just a flyer....

Your busy living and that is fantastic...

Im busy being horizontal after a tad too much vino plonko on an empty tum...yuck

Never again!

R and D xx

Hello Shiny,

Of course my offer would always be open. You looked out for me on the very first day I appeared here during last year. I will never forget. Although I don't really know you, I feel like I do. It would be like losing a limb! Amazing, the human mind isn't it? I have feelings for someone I have never met.

I just find it difficult with a very busy working life to post friends and commit to newbies too.

Yes I will read your posts with interest and let you know how things progress with me through your thread if that's ok with you. I will shortly post my final post so take care my lovely.

Ian.xxx

Yo,

Thank you guys for your replies .

Life's for living and that's what I have been doing ....

Finding it quite difficult to post at the moment . Seem to have lost inspiration as to what to write and find myself reapeating myself over and over , and probs getting a tad boring to you all lol

So with that in mind , I have decided to take a break ..

But also join flaggs weekly check in . Even though I pulled out of one before , the competitiveness was a concern then.

Feel that a weekly check in, now over a year down the line might work for me .

Just really don't know , sort of arguing with myself lately , about how I feel about the time I spend here ,

Tomorrow , next week , next month , maybe I will have found a resolution .

You know me , the queen of U turns 🙂

Take care you all, be careful out there !!!

Shiny xxxxxx