You are amazing Fran and well done. Getting out is liberating although it's a long journey. There is liberation as well to know that any secrets are no longer with someone else knowing. Very similar to step 5 in the 12 steps.
You mentioned you were half way through the counselling. If you feel you need more please push to get more sessions from them, don't just be forced to walk away. If that's not possible it's worth investing in private counselling
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