Cheers for the post Oldham going
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I have a problem, I admit it I'm addicted to poker, all I can think about is poker, whens my next game, whens the next bigger game
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With bigger stakes, I get excited every week about playing go then come back thinking not going next week then do it all over again. I'll have a think about what I want to do ? Think I need to give up one thing at a time. First poker, then smoking then drinking. I have said this many times now so I wont try and do too much too fast. This week I wont go to poker today, Thursday and see how I feel at the end of it.
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yesterday was day one and I succeeded, today is day two and I succeeded​
Well done Adam keep climbing
ODAAT Adam make this the start of something.
Checking in hopefully day 3 for you Adam? I know Thursday's are a big day for you so stay strong
Deano
Cheers deano, good news todays got offered a full time contract at the hospital happy days, gonna go to the pub for a few bevvies in celebration, no fruitys will be involved.
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Congratulations dude. Enjoy your night out mate
Good news Adam enjoy your night it's a lot more fun without that sinking feeling when you put that first pound into the fruity.
KTF
Right so I'm back to square one, day one tomo, I'm going to write every day. I spent 131 pounds from Friday to Sunday this weekend much too much, I went out drinking on Friday, had bbq all day sat and bbq and foot ball all day today.
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In a way I had a really good weekend I just wish I could gave a reaally good weekend without doing anything associated to gambling.
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​I have a really good job now and have weekends off now which is nice. I will start to look for other ways to spend my time socially.
Welcome back Adam
so here I am in day one, doesn't feel like day one as I've been battling now for a year. Once spend two hundred a month on gambling all my spare money, now battling to get if down to zero. Felt a bit tired at work today nothing new for a Monday.​
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