Day 4,nothing much to write about,still the same feeling,no feeling like I need to play as I have no money left.Before I played every week or two,now I am day 4 still not enouth to feel proud of my self.
Still day 4,feeling much better,talk to my husband about what finance situation I have.He supporting me in 100% ,will quit this habit for my familly,they deserve it!Now I have a power,power to continue my life to make beter.
Day 5,started this day with full of surprises and hopes.Feeling good,positive.A bit worry when will come the day of choices,to pick the good decision when I have to.Trying to don't look back just in the future.
Day 6!Busy day,feeling good as I m thinking about my future,how will be without gambling,more money,no stress but do I ll get there?I have a lot of plans and this time I have to do it!On wendsday ll call the bank to send me new card my husband will scratch the security number as I got the idea from this side,thank you hope ll work for me.
Day 7!Feeling good as I am still here!Good luck to everyone and have a good day.
Day 8,starting to be dangerous as I payed what I has to pay and I can go on minus in my account.Have to learn how to stay with some money on my account.
Seating and riding some posts in here,helping a lot to see that I m not alone.Durring 5 years I ve lost. Lot of money around £80000 but I m not thinking at the moment that I have to get them back,they can stay where they r now and get the feelings of not gambling any more.Every day is going beter and beter for me,problems starting to solve out and I am more calm.Money will come in time,I and my familly is healthy ,we have what to eat,house is payed,what do I want more?!Thinking really positive and hopefully ll stay like this.
Absolutely agree with you, healthy family, bills paid and food in our bellies...we are lucky in that sense. Great you're feeling positive as we can't fight this addiction if we aren't positive. Keep going, stay strong. Take care C x
Thank you Charley for your support .We have to think what we can get in the future not what we ve lost.And we will start to buy new clothes,going on holidays and much more.We are not old,we have all life front of us,still time to buy a house(my dream house)
Day 9!Huge progress,called the bank to send me new card,my hubby ll scratch the security number,feeling more secure now.Feeling so good,for the long time have no minus on my account,actually £10 in plus.In my wallet some money for grocery,on Monday money coming in to my account,not a lot but for the good start.Coming Christmas soon,will buy the best presents ever as I ll have the money.
Day 10!I didn't spend even one penny for gambling durring those 10 days,feeling great!So proud from myself.
Day 11!Feeling a bit down today.Everything is going so difficult and slow.
Day 12! Busy day till afternoon,time to relax!Feeling ok.
Day 13!Busy Sunday,didn't think of gambling .Still strong.
Off to bed now.So many thoughts this evening.Ve Ben thinking how is that,I have everything to be happy and still not enouth get ,maybe this is my problem,maybe looking for something what I have already.I did to much bed thinks to my familly.I should be responsible mother and wife,it's me who suppos to keep this familly strong,I love my kids more then anything,whay gambling was first?I never thought I can be this kind of person,so selfish.13 days behind me and will do all my best to don't start again.
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