My first day

Hi Janulka , I mirror Deano's comment Well done on reaching your 3 weeks gamble free , You'll soon have the first month all done :)).

Take care and Speak to you soon :))

Delano,Alan thank you for your comment.Feeling fantastic!

Today also gamble free!Day 22!

Day 23!Today came urge to play as they send me mails with 125% bonus to come back and play.I can't use my bank card as there is no security code but I can still top up with ukash voucher.Online slots doing everything to top up the money,but I m strong and I ll fight all day to don't play.

Hi Janulka , have you self excluded from these sites ? if you have they shouldn't be throwing offer's at you at all , if that's the case email them and tell them you wish for no further contact from them and threaten to report them to the Gambling commision , or you could just report them as well ? :)).

Fight the urges and remember why you came here and what your doing it for :))

Stay safe and I'll talk with you soon .

Alan

Hi Allan,yes I did self exlude from those casinos but they keep open for me another one saing that I have 2 account.For once is good the urges as I cleaned all my bedroom verry properly hi hi.I don't want to demage my counting days,I have 23 days without gambling and I m not going to spend even one penny for them.Now I m better,thank u Alan

Hi Jan,
Have you thought about maybe creating a new email address?
If you want to leave the old life behind You need to rid yourself of everything that was related to your gambaling account's.
As you know most bonuses come with a withdrawal clause ie 35 times stake to be spun before withdrawal. You've got more chance of guessing my phone number than ever getting close to a withdrawal amount.
It's just a marketing ploy to make you believe you're getting something for nothing when in reality there odds of taking your money go through the roof.
You can beat the casino today
And you can do that by not playing.
You've done an amazing 23 day's
Obviously you have proved to yourself you don't need to gamble
What's the worst that would happen if you don't gamble?
You'll have more money less misery. Sounds to me like not gambaling is better than what we we think we'll get from gambling

Have a great one.

Thank u Dean for your support.U are all rite,the reason why I am here is to don't play.When I'm thinking that I could play today and feel that feelings of looser make me sick.But I didn't play today and I m proud of myself,is the really first time when I thought all day about slots but I didn't play.Everythink is going in good way.My £380 what I have in my account are still there!Amazing that I have any money in my account as I use to have on minus all the time.

Day 24!Gamble free today.Feeling ok.

Day 25!not good day at all as I m thinking all the time what is going to be if I ll start to play again.I have plans but they can ruin in 1 second.Afraid all day about mine and my familly future,if will come the day when we ll move to our house?At the moment is just a dream for me when for others is something normal.

Dreams can become a reality Janulka , but you have to work hard to achieve what you came here to do :)) , Nothings going to happen overnight but all those little changes youv'e been making will one day add up to a big change .

Just focus on why you came here and the way you felt on the first day , who would want to go back to that and don't forget we cannot win because we cannot stop , you only start winning for real when we stop gambling and get our life back .

Keep strong and fight for what you really want :))

Best wishes Alan

Thank u Alan,u r rite.I remember those days when I felt like a looser,quilty,selfish mother and wife.Hopefully tomorrow I will wake up like a new and fresh.Still gamble free.

Day 26!Weekend!Having some guest ,no time to thing about gambling.

Day 27!Still ok,gamble free.

Day 28!Its amazing how far I am,28 days,4 weeks gamble free for first time and feeling great.Today enjoying baking