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Really lost the plot today.
Big fight with my ex and kids
ended up be thrown out of the house a told not to come back
There was even violence i pushed my ex when she got in my face.
About me not providing the financial support i should be.
I did not mean to,
But the kids seen it and all hell broke loose.
Kids told me they hated me, and i was a low life.
Sad thing is there right i am.
Dont know why i am posting this here
just need to vent.
Gambling turned me in to this i was once a good man i provided well for my family.
Gave them a good life.
Thing is i am not even gambling for the last few weeks.
But when i stop my moods become foul the reality of what i have done hits me my desperate personal and financial situation becomes more real. i will probably be homeles within the next few weeks all my debts
Have caught up with me i owe thousands. no where to go family disowned me no friends left.
I am not looking for pitty but it helps me to know that for somebody who has not blown it all.
it just mite get through to them STOP STOP now. before you end up like me
Marko, what can I say? I'm not wonderful with words, I don't know any answers but I do know how gambling can change a person. I know that first hand. Please don't give up. You need a helping hand. Ring the helpline, they'll point you in the right direction. Remember the person you were before - the 'real' you. With help, you can become that person again.
Take care,
Li'l miss L
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