Hi J
Well done on 130 days keep going and stay strong
Suzanne x
Day 131. Working later and staying focused! Thanks Suzanne.
When I think back at what I have done
I go all strange and feel numb!
This illness has eaten me alive
While after all this time I have cried
It does not care who you are....
Just wants your money and more
I am a good person, and not a liar
Although this illness did change this
I am sick of feeling like not me
Just want to get back to the really me
I have to stay strong and not get beat!
Otherwise my heart would sense defeat
My wife is caring, loving and sweet
I have put her through so much grief!
It's time to act now and make my wife happy
after all she has supported me all heartedly
its gonna take time I know.....
But the life we will have will be unique I just know
So come on Jason and do what you know you can
for Lorraine is my goal and well worth my plan
Day 132. The demons can drown for 132 day's! I am staying strong and being me, not going back to the false me who for 20 years have been in a trance.
Stars can't shine without darkness and if your going through hell keep going!
We can all beat this but we have to really want to, and I know I do.
Hi J
Lovely poem such meaning to it and you are coming across so positive and strong well done
Suzanne x
Day 134. At work all day and keeping busy.
Morning j
Have a good day keeping busy and being gamble free
Suzanne x
Thank you Suzanne. I wish you and everyone on here all the best in our long road to recovery!! It can be and will be beaten!!
Day 135. Onwards and upwards everyone.
Hi j
100% agree on that
Suzanne x
Day 136 let's do this....
Day 137. In bed and working all day tomorrow! Keeping positive and smilling!!
Hi J
137 days is great keep strong and keep smiling
Suzanne x
Day 138. My wife and family are really truly amazing! Great support also from friends.
Well done J - keep going! I so so so hope to get where you are!! Fantastic - beware the "complacency factor" - don't fall foul of that hideous devil on ur shoulder!! I wish you the very best. X
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