Good on ya J! Don't dwell on what you've lost.... Just concentrate on how much you're winning because you're not gambling! Be safe!!! Well done. Helen. X
Hi J
Congrats on your continuing abstinence
You are doing great
Suzanne xx
Day 157 and London bound with my wife for our anniversary! Bring it on. Demons at bay.....
Have a great weekend! You both deserve a treat -especially your good lady. Well done J at 150+. Wayne
Thanks Wayne. Day 160, had a great time in London with good friends! Feel for my wife today as I have put her through hell, but I know that time will serve us in good stead.
Day 162. Guard up all the time, keeping busy with wife on our week off together!
You're doing great jay!!! Keep going.....when you get the urge, got to the forum instead!!! Keep going! Helen. X
Day 163 fishing with my Dad today, had a great day fishing and plenty of fresh air.
Day 164. Mum and dad's 50th anniversary today. They are both such an inspiration to me. Love them so much.
Keeping the demons at bay....
Hi j
You are doing great keeping those demons at bay
Stay strong and keep going
Suzanne xx
Day 166. Had a bit of a bad day thing what could of been etc! I truley have been possessed by the gambling demons over 20 years. I have niece and nephews who are 13 and 15 and I have hardly spent anytime with them, I hate myself for this, I really can't come to terms with this at the moment! Not sure what I need to do.....
Finance is no better yet but as I have said before it will be 3 years before our wages will be are own apart from the normal bills. Anyway I am trying to keep upbeat and move on.
Hi J
Must be something in the air lol
I have felt restless and low since I finished work yesterday too but I have picked up a bit
I think from time to time we do still hate ourselves for what we have done and what we have not done but we have to push through those bad days because they dont
last long
We can't change the past but we are changing our future and that is soo positive for us
166 days is brilliant keep going and stay strong
Suzanne xx
Thank you. Day 168. My family and wife are truly aamazing! I love them so much. I see me victory as like this...
Family or a bet???? No contest.
Day 173. Keeping busy, for some reason feel quite down...
Not sure why? I will carry on for a better life!
Day 174 no thoughts and working hard.
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