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Helen123
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Good on ya J! Don't dwell on what you've lost.... Just concentrate on how much you're winning because you're not gambling! Be safe!!! Well done. Helen. X


 
Posted : 4th September 2014 10:35 pm
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Hi J

Congrats on your continuing abstinence

You are doing great

Suzanne xx


 
Posted : 5th September 2014 9:44 am
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Day 157 and London bound with my wife for our anniversary! Bring it on. Demons at bay.....


 
Posted : 5th September 2014 10:12 am
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Have a great weekend! You both deserve a treat -especially your good lady. Well done J at 150+. Wayne


 
Posted : 5th September 2014 6:09 pm
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Thanks Wayne. Day 160, had a great time in London with good friends! Feel for my wife today as I have put her through hell, but I know that time will serve us in good stead.


 
Posted : 8th September 2014 3:14 pm
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Day 162. Guard up all the time, keeping busy with wife on our week off together!


 
Posted : 10th September 2014 10:20 am
Helen123
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You're doing great jay!!! Keep going.....when you get the urge, got to the forum instead!!! Keep going! Helen. X


 
Posted : 10th September 2014 10:47 am
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Day 163 fishing with my Dad today, had a great day fishing and plenty of fresh air.


 
Posted : 11th September 2014 9:59 pm
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Day 164. Mum and dad's 50th anniversary today. They are both such an inspiration to me. Love them so much.

Keeping the demons at bay....


 
Posted : 12th September 2014 8:04 pm
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Hi j

You are doing great keeping those demons at bay

Stay strong and keep going

Suzanne xx


 
Posted : 13th September 2014 9:24 am
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Day 166. Had a bit of a bad day thing what could of been etc! I truley have been possessed by the gambling demons over 20 years. I have niece and nephews who are 13 and 15 and I have hardly spent anytime with them, I hate myself for this, I really can't come to terms with this at the moment! Not sure what I need to do.....

Finance is no better yet but as I have said before it will be 3 years before our wages will be are own apart from the normal bills. Anyway I am trying to keep upbeat and move on.


 
Posted : 14th September 2014 9:46 pm
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Hi J

Must be something in the air lol

I have felt restless and low since I finished work yesterday too but I have picked up a bit

I think from time to time we do still hate ourselves for what we have done and what we have not done but we have to push through those bad days because they dont

last long

We can't change the past but we are changing our future and that is soo positive for us

166 days is brilliant keep going and stay strong

Suzanne xx


 
Posted : 14th September 2014 10:25 pm
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Thank you. Day 168. My family and wife are truly aamazing! I love them so much. I see me victory as like this...

Family or a bet???? No contest.


 
Posted : 16th September 2014 2:44 pm
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Day 173. Keeping busy, for some reason feel quite down...

Not sure why? I will carry on for a better life!


 
Posted : 21st September 2014 9:30 pm
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Day 174 no thoughts and working hard.


 
Posted : 22nd September 2014 9:01 pm
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