Day 175. Keeping fighting on!!!
Hi J
Could not agree more
Keep fighting and winning
Suzanne xx
Day 176. Thanks Suzanne, you really are an inspiration on here. I wish you and every one on here the best in this fight! I often wonder why me, why did I have to have this addiction???
Just I thought!
Day 178 looking forward to a relaxing weekend!
Hi Jason,
Firstly big big hug to you ((((((J)))))).
Please please do not beat yourself up.
I have followed your diary since I came on this forum, and you are doing great on your recovery.
Secondly, that can be any one of us at any time.
I came on this morning for 3 hours because I had those horrible thoughts.
Thirdly your pain and honesty on your diary just shows how determined you are to fight this horrible addiction.
Am proud to continue to walk along side of you
Pick yourself up and carry on , you will be stronger and wiser now.
Much respect
Suzanne xx
Thank you so so much Suzanne, your words mean a lot to me. My wife has been so understanding and supportive, I know this time has to be it for me. I cannot put my wife through anymore heart ache, she deserves much better.
Feel good today and had no urges! At work and feel happy. Can't wait to go to the gym tomorrow with my Wifey!
Hi J
Well done for carrying on.
Onwards and forwards.
Suzanne xx
I have had a few weeks that I really want too forget! I finally did it and come clean with my wife! This means that I can move on now, no need to tell lies, be deceitful and I can now be true to myself. What I put on here from now on will only be the truth....
I feel truly blessed to have my wife and family give me another chance. Because all my cards are on the table, I am not keeping anything back so I can finally move forwards with my life. Why did I not come clean ages ago? I really do not know, but I suppose better late than never. Those family member's I have hurt I will turn it round and just need time. This is day 7...
Had a great day today and I am happy with myself!
No wasting money today and living my life the way I should! Spending time with my wife.
Hi j,
Good to read you are going strong and are very positive.
Well done, keep going and keep winning.
Suzanne xx
Each day I don't gamble my life and finances will improve and my debt reduce! Keep it going j, you are better than a sad gambler.......
Going to sleep well tonight!
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