Crossroads

Day 40

had a day off, got a hari cut and generally just relaxed. had a great phone call in the evening which pretty much what my next career move is for next year and im very excited for it!

Sam

Day 41

Had a pretty easy day to be fair! went on break and grabbed some food in town as i was pretty hungover! but all in all im feeling upbeat about moving to eastbourne next year!

Sam

Day 42

wasent the best day as i found out my friend didnt pass his probation at work. but im sure he will find a new job soon and i think work it gonna get tougher for it. but at least im moving on to better things next year and the fact im up to 42 days is a confidence booster!

Sam

Day 43

Had a day off! got a few things sorted around the house then went wetherspoons for some food i even have the urge to touch the fruit machines in there! I had a snooker match in the evening and to be fair drunk a bit too much as i feel rough now!

have a good day all

Sam

Day 44

Wasnt the best of days as i had a 10.30am till 11pm with a bad hangover and a bit of a telling off in the morning! It was a busy evening and im really losing interest for the place i work! but ill soldier on because when i have the chance to change i will! Its just crazy how im doing all this to pay off debts. no matter how good i feel i still have it all hanging over me. but understand it cant be helped. i guess what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. especially gambling!

Sam

Day 45

Was i better day i must say! got a few things sorted around the house and had work at 5.30 in the evening. work was alot better and we had a new member of staff start. kina short for cash this month but my debts are getting paid off so im happy!

Sam

Day 46

Was a pretty hectic sunday but it was all good as we had a few famous people dine which is always cool. but i was pretty tired so i knew i really didnt want to do much in the evening. so i just played xbox which always cheers me up

Sam

Day 47

Spent all day at work apart from my break in the afternoon. work was easy and its nice to have a cool off after the weekend. kinda hoping that the new call of duty would arrive in the post soon so i can play it on my days off!

Sam

Day 48

Same as monday really, a pretty easy day all in all. my new game came so i was pretty happy to play it in my break. i felt pretty tired all day so im glad a couple days off was to follow

Sam

Day 49

First day off of two. not gonna lie i had a massive lie in and played alot of my new game! did a bit of food shopping. really cant wait to have all my loans clear so i can have extra cash. ive learnt all this the hard way and i dont think i could ever borrow money again! too much stress and mental anguish!!!!

Sam

Day 50

Second day off of two. A pretty unproductive day to be honest. I sorted a few things out on my computer, cooked lunch and just some general tidying really. I had a snooker match in the evening which I played ok but still won my two frames. I played amazing in practice afterwards and had 3 high breaks.

Sam

Hi Sam,

Very well done on 50 days, it is a good milestone to have under the belt.

Keep going stay strong and keep winning.

Suzanne xx

Day 51

This was a bad day if I'm being honest. I'm unsure about what I want to do with life anyway and this day didn't help. I started at 3 and had a quiet afternoon but in the evening there was a really busy period where a few people were very rude and I don't enjoy it anyway. I don't get valued whatsoever. Bring on next year!!!!

Sam

Day 52

I actually worked in the restaurant in the evening which was a nice change of pace! i did pretty well considering it was a michelin star environment. but yeah its no fun anymore working with the people i do to be fair

Sam

Day 53

Pretty easy day if im being honest, still dont have too much excitement for what i do. but when i move up to eastbourne with my real mates i will be truly happy! in the evening i just lazed around as i had been running around all day and was too tired to do anything else!

Sam