My Diary of Shame

If you think her diary doesn't make sense, you should see her emails!!

Of course you'll get the job. You'll be perfect for it....I don't even know what it is, but you're so fab that you're bound to be great at it. Oh dear...is that a bit too much? A touch sycophantic? Sorry. Anyway, I'm wondering if your current department has nobbled your application just so that they can keep you.

But, my clog wearing friend, what I really came here to say was...sorry! I didn't realise it was your birthday (too obsessed with my own. What kind of friend am I?). I hope you have a really great evening doing whatever it is you're going to be doing to celebrate another year on this marvellous planet of ours. I'd do you a fancy cake picture but I don't know how, so here's a cyber one and some flowers and balloons (I know you love balloons!!) xx

Oh Guys, I've read & re-read my well wishes so many times it's made my eyes water 🙂 I can't begin to tell you how much it means so THANK YOU all (on & off the site) from the bottom of my heart!

I know I'm going to sound a bit mad but I really think it's my favourite birthday ever :-0 I don't even like birthdays...I spent so long not remembering anyones, not because I'm '21 again' that's easy to remember, ah what the hell, don't need to explain myself to you, you all know! But really, I hate presents, I have everything a slightly loopy middle aged crazy cat lady could wish for except the cats (oh & any news about 'my new job') but your words are priceless & I will be sharing them all with the Nurgel mackherer later!

Thank you all for always being there for me - ODAAT

Just seen your diary, wish you a belated Happy Birthday (22 now?) and a great 23rd year.

CW

Morning Kelly , thanks for the drop by :)) , Hope you had a great birthday and the Nurgel macherer treated you to all your wishes ? , I was trying to figure out what to buy for you but probably left it a bit late now , so I'm sending you some Cyber Tulips and as I'm a recovering Gambler I couldn't quite run to some new Clog's , however I'm sending you the next best thing , some fine grade sandpaper so you can give your other ones a quick buff up :)) .

Have a great day special K :))

Pop's x

I am late ...but just wanted to record on this site how amazing is to have you in this planet!

Happy birthday my bestie

https://youtu.be/WkK7rXw3Nts

Ps. Cannot put lid on my depression (laughing face)..even echoes in the sound track (monkey face)

Be good - keep winning!

Many thanks for your kind.post.

Recovery for 35 years is an astonishing achievement and one we can all take strength from.

Best wishes

Very happy very Belated birthday ODAAT.

just thought id check in and wish you well

Mba

Keep up the positivity ODAAT.

Thanks for all the support over the time. tri

Thank for posting on my diary Kelly.

Just noticed we have the same birthday! A distant memory now lol

Evening Mrs D, currently on the delayed (can you believe it) 2304 from Euston randomly sitting @ a red signal...Can anyone tell me why there would be a red signal on a train track in the middle of no-where & the train company would not know why it is red?!? Thankfully I have a seat & the rowdy drunks that just went past looking for their reserved seats (shhh, don't tell but even I raised a smile) have calmed down somewhere towards the back of the carriage plus none of the Burger King munchers are eating with their mouths open 🙂

So, it turns out my application was good enough (go me) & now I'm waiting for hr to process it through to stage 2. Seeing that it took them almost 6 weeks to pass it through cyberspace to the people that are 'hiring', I'm not expecting to start anytime soon but I'm getting used to being patient.

For those of you considering reporting me to the RSPCA, the mutt & I have called a truce! I remember to slide the box across the bottom of the stairs & he doesn't come upstairs & rage me up in the mornings...Not an ideal solution but we don't live in a perfect world & even I am struggling to reason with a dog!

So I'm on the move again, SVU & a fistful of fish fingers are calling & I'm not @ work until 2200 hours tomorrow...Bliss!

So don't want to know where youv'e been for such a long time , nor where you were back in the day when Billy Ocean was telling you what red light spells ? Sorry about the noise on the train earlier I'll try and get my friends to keep it down a little in future , don't know where this is going really but time for sleepy bye's soon me thinks ! .

Glad to see your about again old gal and even happier the dog and you have made up as yes I was in fear of his life poor little K9 , really happy for you regarding work and reaching stage 2 whatever that is ? and just out of interest how many stages are there ? :))

Take care special K and enjoy the lay in and those fish fingers MUUUUUMH , Yummy :)) xx

I'm 44 years old & for the 1st time in my life I have just witnessed Autumn leaves falling from a tree!

Recovery is priceless!

Were you on a marshmallow cloud at the time?!! Great to seeing you enjoying the little things x

I actually was on that marshmallow cloud & despite some extremely busy days @ work, there's been no stalker & I've been on it for the best part of the week...Now, not so much! Mum's size 6 (well mine actually since I don't think she's bought a pair of shoes in her life) has just booted me off of it. This time, an amazing Italian or is it German sofa thingy to the tune of 3k! Well I did offer (allegedly) to pay for the bathroom that she decided to have 'done' in my flat that she lives in & if I don't pay up then she's gonna tell my Nan!!! Apparently Nan is not impressed that I have muted the whole rent free thing since it's supposed to be a family home (what with her bankrolling me for the last goodness knows how many years I can only guess)! I am livid & yet the guilty conscience has still kicked in, hence the guesswork! I lived there for 10 years, paid the mortgage off & yet despite my decision to apportion all my gambling losses to my wages, I know in my heart & in my head that without my Nan's money which came to me instead of my mum, I would have nothing. Ergo, my mum is right! I also know that the 'little old lady' who is completely obsessed with money will be equally disturbed by the many thousands of pounds my mum has borrowed over the years, no more needs dragging into this than she ever has but such is the nature of addiction 🙁

tt was here but she's not keen on sitting on the stairs or on raged up Kelly so she's made herself scarce. NM's gone to work. Dog been fed & bugging for a walk. Dinner in the oven. Lucky for me life goes on, some people don't have this luxury!

Good morning Kelly
Sounds to me like your being emotionally blackmailed?
There comes a point in life you just have to cut the cord.
The more you write about your mom. The clearer it becomes as to why you were left in charge of the estate?

From what I get from your last couple of posts. You're out doing the grave yard shift. And your mom is surfing the web looking for settees and asking you to bankroll them? Or is she throwing a line for stake money?

Maybe it's time to tell mom the pot is dry? Say it's invested in something you can't touch or similar. Some lies are worthy
Protect your bubble.

I might of read this all wrong?

Have a great Sunday
Deano x