well day 51 and counting
so far so good
been a nice busy and gamble free day
planning time with the family later
enjoyable glass half full time
thanks
triangle
Congratulations on surpassing the milestone of 50 days. Keep going and keep your guard up and you'll soon hit the 100 club.
See you on the 2014 challenge,
Scambling
day 52
gambling free today
just a quick post to say thinking about you all
thanks for the support
triangle
ive just had a read through your diary your doing amazing triangle reading how you have been able to overcome the urges like is helping me in my own recovery. keep going.
Jess 🙂
thanks Jess
I won't say its been easy or that's its easy now
its not, however i need to keep working hard to make sure i don't go back
Last time I got clean for a while I got lazy and thought one bet won't hurt
One bet did hurt
thanks Jess
Triangle
day 53
been a lovely bank holiday weekend
will be good to get back to normal tomorrow
should have a meeting in the evening
looking forward to it
thanks triangle
day 55
gamble free but not temptation free
i still get regular thoughts of gambling like i've always done gambling or not
What i'm learning from others is that may be the way it'll always be but it doesn't have to be negative
Many of those people still in abstinence and recovery have great and positive lives and there's no reason why i can't be any different
The Key they say is that they don't stop trying. they keep learning and progressing.
Good message for me to remember?
Triangle
day 56
still trying
still listening
thanks
gamble free today
triangle
Hi triangle
It is such a difficult tough journey we are making but you are making it and be proud of that something that gambling rips from us very quickly
Keep trying that's the most important thing
Castle2
thanks castle2 for your support
i need it
yes this addiction has a way of encouraging you back in so many different ways
keep going yourself and thanks again
triangle
day 57
had a very good ga meeting last night
helped to hear the honesty from others mouth's as well as the pain in their eyes and body language
big reminders why i can't go back in spite of wanting to sometimes
thanks triangle
Keep going triangle - 57 days is great going, and now you are looking towards two months of sanity!
You can do it..
Joanna
Triangle
Fella well done on your continued abstinence
I believe we really do have two sides to our brain,the irrational gambling side and the rational side.
In recovery they will wage war against each other,on which I am so pleased for you that the rational side is winning those battles.
I salute you my friend.
Keep making the right choice
That way all round you keep winning
Duncs stepping forward never back
thanks duncan for your continued support
enjoying observing your recovery as well my friend
keep it up
checking in on day 59
recovery good today
spent time with family and friends that i wouldn't have done if i'd been gambling.
enjoyed the end of the football season knowing there's still ALOT more football to come lol
thanks for the support
i need it
can't do this alone
triangle
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