Triangle's recovery: What's recovery got to do with stopping gambling???

checking in on day 63 today

Its a lovely day so far

sunshine out, warm weather and im able to enjoy it

in the past i wouldn't have cared

i'd either have been gambling or driving myself mad to get the money to gamble

don't have much time to appreciate it but i'm enjoying the couple hours i do have

thanks triangle

Brilliant work mate. I am going to stay exactly 1 week behind u.

Steve

hello day 66

gamble free today

been a long day and i'm so so tired but wouldn't be too tired if i wanted to gamble. Made sure i came on and reminded myself how easy it would be to start again

66 days

triangle

hello day 71

not checked in much this week

been posting on other posts and diaries

however i'm still gamble free but not temptation free

gambling is still in my head but i accept that and don't fight it

i will not gamble today

looking forward to a family barbeque later should be enjoyable and filling

nice to be present rather than distracted

triangle

hello day 74

gamble free today and this bank holiday weekend

posting most of my thoughts on the 2014 post but i'm ok

appreciating the simple things in life today

had a lovely dinner fish and chips

yummy

triangle

hello day 80

been a few days since i've posted

lots of death in my circle so dealing with multiple funerals

kind of stressful

making me want to take the easy way out and gamble

so far so good

triangle

Hi Triangle

Keep strong Don't lose day 80

Very sorry to read your sad news

Suzanne xx

thanks wished

im trying

know im not strong enough all the time

i need help from time to time

blockers support all helps

triangle

hello day 81

considering my mortality

humbling stuff

tiring and exhausting

gamble free no betting all i can ask today

triangle

stay stong triangle, be a winner, and ty for your help in chat

thanks knobby

ty too

all the help helps

tri

day 84

mid week checkin

what wonderful weather we're having

nice to be outside rather than in the casino or bingo halls

thanks for reading

triangle

84 days if i ever got that far i would be the happiest man on earth not the morbid feeling moron i feel today.

Keep it going Triangle do not ever come back to this depressive horrid state i am in currently.

Sorry for this horrid post im trying to get some emotions out of my stem had bad 8 weeks gambling.

Came to you post to read positive things makes me feel better, Congrats again

CasinoRoyaloser

thanks casino

i'll keep trying

thanks for your support

checking in on day 87

its just another day

another day i accept i can't win because i can't stop so why start

thanks everyone