Day 4 and still gamble free.
Gambling has taken 10 years from me that I will never get back but what is worse it's taken 10 years from the most beautiful human being I have ever met and as a result I stand to lose her and with that everything that means something in my life at present.
i can't fully except that whatever will be will be but all I know is gambling can get ****** as far as I am concerned. I will continue to post on here and go to GA for the rest of my life to keep it from rearing it's ugly head in my life again. There must be light at the end of the tunnel so it's high time I started living my life and rising from the flames
these are things I won't miss:
- the desperation of defeat
- the nervous disposition
- the nervous eye twitch I developed
- the secrets that eat me up inside
- the constant and creative web of lies
- the criminal thoughts and petty theft
- gambling deciding my mood
- the absent mindedness
- the lack of being able to enjoy the simple things in life
- the lack of money to do nice things for the one I love
- the emotional redundancy and disinterest
i could go on and on but yet for some reason I chose to continue. Now I'm broken. Here starts my recovery...
Here starts your recovery indeed!!!
keep your honesty and commitment up. well done.
Tri
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